Tuesday, September 7, 2010

About death

My good friend committed suicide on Sept the 3rd 2010. This will be the 3rd time death has affected my emotions.

I find it humorous,a catholic raised self proclaimed realist can still sub come to human emotion. I find myself turning to hope and divinity in these times of bereavement. When i looked at his body i saw a corpse. When i think of the past we shared i cry tears. I know the tears wont bring him back and i know the prayers i recited tonight will not be answered. But if there's a shred of hope I pray. Just this time I'll pray. It made me feel good . What's better then deceiving myself into a state of calm ?
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25 comments:

  1. AdPlusCommunicationsSeptember 7, 2010 at 10:56 PM

    I'm sorry to hear about your friend.

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  2. annoymouseSeptember 7, 2010 at 11:00 PM

    feels bad man.. I lost a friend too and i remember it being extremely depressing.. say strong bro..

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  3. KC.September 7, 2010 at 11:04 PM

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  4. KC.September 7, 2010 at 11:05 PM

    If you wanna pray, then pray. If you wanna cry, then cry. I lost a friend the same way. She was always trying to keep me out of the party. When she was taken from us I resented...everything...sadness became anger, faith turned into hopelessness. There was this gaping hole inside me that I couldn't fill. It was a year before I cried. And I know it sounds really corny, but the more I cried, the more it filled me. I miss her.

    Now I'm crying again. Sending you some love. And thank you for the tears--they're refreshing. I'm sorry you're going through this.

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  5. grizzSeptember 7, 2010 at 11:48 PM

    i'm sorry for you.

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  6. David DavidsonSeptember 7, 2010 at 11:51 PM

    May your friend rest in piece.

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  7. appleciderSeptember 8, 2010 at 12:20 AM

    may your friend rest in peace

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  8. ZykeiSeptember 8, 2010 at 1:04 AM

    I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Do stay strong for yourself and others around you! I'm sure they've been affected by this incident as well. :(

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  9. FonsSeptember 8, 2010 at 2:00 AM

    May he rest in peace.
    Keep your head up

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  10. shirouSeptember 8, 2010 at 4:54 AM

    i'm sorry for your loss, rip..

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  11. SwarmsterSeptember 8, 2010 at 6:36 AM

    RIP and sorry for your loss =(

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  12. John LSeptember 8, 2010 at 7:20 AM

    Sorry for your loss mate

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  13. Jimmy VolmerSeptember 8, 2010 at 8:47 AM

    what a great morning read!

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  14. JellofighterSeptember 8, 2010 at 9:41 AM

    Ah jeez. I have never had anyone close to me die(knock on wood), so I can't really relate. I can imagine what it would be like though. Sorry for loss, bro.

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  15. Epic FitnessSeptember 8, 2010 at 10:29 AM

    Not a good morning read. gonna start a bawww thread.

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  16. SlumphSeptember 8, 2010 at 10:38 AM

    R.I.P your friend :'( <3

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  17. musclemadnessSeptember 8, 2010 at 10:54 AM

    damn.. sucks bro!

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  18. LemmiwinksSeptember 8, 2010 at 10:59 AM

    Showing support!

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  19. AdPlusCommunicationsSeptember 8, 2010 at 12:07 PM

    Showing some support.

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  20. cooperlifeSeptember 8, 2010 at 5:34 PM

    praying may help you feel better, but it's a delusion.

    However, it's a delusion I'm willing to tolerate. As long as you don't go too religious and start dictating how other people should live their lives based on religious beliefs.

    http://chancoop.blogspot.com/

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  21. EnsineSeptember 8, 2010 at 5:49 PM

    my condolences go out to you and your friend ;_;

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  22. Light Weight Baby!September 8, 2010 at 6:28 PM

    I never thought of it that way... interesting

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  23. dRockBlockSeptember 8, 2010 at 6:43 PM

    Sorry to hear :(

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  24. TrashcanmanSeptember 8, 2010 at 7:27 PM

    Hoho

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  25. AdPlusCommunicationsSeptember 8, 2010 at 11:05 PM

    Death can be a scary thing, hope you're doing okay. Just dropping some support to your page.

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